Hesitant

Everything has come full circle...  

Yet it feels as if no weight has been
lifted from my shoulders.

The sighs of relief seem temporary
and I'm sure that they are soon to be
replaced with regret and resentment.

My mind remains hesitant to relax,
my body leery to let go.

Language

We existed together as witty innuendos 
and double entendres.
Our sarcasm became blatant
and often drifted to the edge of indecency.

Yet that was our language...
Smart yet immature.
Intelligent yet crude.

But now our once familiar language
has been translated into something so vastly foreign and incomprehensible to me.

The banter I loved now lost.
Our words polite and mediocre at best.

Milestones

Sometimes I wish to tell you 
about these milestones,
yet within these times
you no longer hold a place.

You no longer deserve
any acknowledgement
or notification
of my accomplishments.

Yes, you were there
at the beginning...


But the rest of the journey
has solely been mine.