Palatable

You want my mouth forcibly set to filter my statements into sanitized, secure sentences. 

Sentences formed only to satisfy you while they sit bland and awkward on my tongue.

How does such dullness please you?

Is lifelessness really that palatable?

Hesitant

Everything has come full circle...  

Yet it feels as if no weight has been
lifted from my shoulders.

The sighs of relief seem temporary
and I'm sure that they are soon to be
replaced with regret and resentment.

My mind remains hesitant to relax,
my body leery to let go.