Her paranoid mind cruelly twists facts into deranged delusions, irrationality and self-doubt filling up the unused spaces in her pathetic head. Her thoughts churn, anxiety bringing up the bile that belongs in her stomach as fear convinces her that loneliness is sure to come. She will be abandoned, forgotten, and left in the darkness. So she tries to keep them close. Yet her ill-fated attempts only stifle, smother, and suffocate the people she loves most. Her affection too harsh and overwhelming for them to bear.
AO Poetry 
Oh goodness.. I’ve felt this way far too often. 💕
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At least it’s not just me. Thank you Tara! 🖤
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Go away lies, go away fear, bring back the rock and roll and sunshine.
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I hope you can face these demons and leave the phobia behind.
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