What makes me do the stupid fucking things I do?
I keep making poor decisions… and then carefully walking on eggshells praying they don’t come back to bite me in the ass. I feel like I’m doing these things to punish myself. Which is pushing myself farther into depression.
I have become somewhat of a professional fuck-up over this last year. I keep telling myself… “Dude… you won’t fucking do this shit again… you learned a valuable life lesson today bitch”. I mean… fuck… I’m 26 and still haven’t seemed to learn anything from my mistakes.
Yup.
Bullshit. Here I am, once again, mentally spiraling into a rabbit hole. Drinking vodka, building a model ship, and watching corny romance movies with my damn cats. BTW… “Drinking Buddies” (with the hottie Jake Johnson from New Girls) is really fucking good.
So, now I need to end the year off on the right foot and fix another mistake. I’ve got umm…. holy balls… only 19 more days to make this fuck-up better.
Well fuck. Here’s to hoping I learned an actual lesson today and that I can fix what I regret! Cheers!
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I so love cats.. 😊😍 perhaps cuddling a few while watching a movie doesn’t seem to be a bad idea at all..
Noted your suggestion about the choice of movies though. Quite articulate, crisp and to the point.. Liked the post.. 😊
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Lol thank you!! Do not watch alone after best friend guy problems lol! 🙂 Just watch with cats!
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Point duly noted.. I hate that genre of films simply because the theme is utterly stupid and impractical. Watching films with cats is 😍 though..
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It was a cringe romantic movie kind of night!!😂 Don’t judge! Two cats and popcorn 😂
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Lol.. Who am I to judge? Everyone has a choice.. 😊
Two cats???? Wow..!! Lovely.. 😍
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Lol! Yes two! Kai (chunky large boy cat) and Lily (petite sassy girl cat) 🙂 ❤️
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Lovely.. 😍 Is there any better way to spend the evening other than cuddling two furballs and watching a movie?? 😉😅
by the way, I like the Avenger and Harry Potter series movies.. So, it’s my turn to say “Don’t judge”.. 😉
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🙂 I’m not judging you there at all!!! I LOVE HARRY POTTER!!!! ❤
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Haha.. Good to know that.. 😍☺️ Pleasure talking to a fellow Harry Potter fan..!!
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Pleasure is all mine! 🙂
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Thank you so much once again for following me..!!
Hope to hear your thoughts or suggestions on my posts as well.. ☺️
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Deal!!! 🙂
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